why people must lie?

kenapa orang harus berbohong? mungkin untuk menghindari orang2 disekitarnya agar tidak tersakiti. atau mungkin memang itulah sifata dasar manusia... selalu ingin membenarkan dirinya sendiri... kadang tanpa disadari, kebohongan hanya akan menimbulkan ketidakpercayaan.. tangis, dan luka... yang mungkin tak akan bisa disembuhkan. meski sembuhkanpun akan tetap ada bekasnya. dan abadi..

dan bagaimana jika kau selalu tau bahwa orang disekitarmu membohongimu? orang2 disekitarmu kah yg salah.. ataukah ada yg perlu dipertanyakan adalam dirinya... tauakah kau.. betapa sakitnya, ketika kau mengetahui setiap jengkal kebohongan yg harus kau telan... dan bahkan dari orang yg paling kau sayangi sekali

fields of golds... it;s mean ice land..

hearing the emi fujita song..

You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold

So she took her love for to gaze awhile
Among the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold

Will you stay with me will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold

remembering the that day.. the day in the ice land.. it'svery very beautiful moment. i don't know how much i love skate. but i know, i always miss it. i often dream playing skate....

maybe someday, if i have much money.. i'll built an ice land... someday...

morning sickness

morning all...
wish you have a great today....
this morning.. i feel so..ehmmm nausea... it's called morning sickness... yeap... it's a secret ok.. i'm pregnant... horayyyyyyyyyyy... yes, i'll have a baby... in nine month ago..hehe...

now it's age about three weeks.. 2 days ago, i went to the obstreticians.. and he said.. that i'm positively pregnant... the baby size is just an aple seed. still small. but it bring many changes to my body... my weight increse periodicly... slow, but sure. now, my weight is 50 kg.. haha...

in the morning, i often feel not better, becouse this morning sickness. i often had headache... if i feel hungry i'm nausea.. if too full i'm nausea too.. haha... but most all, i love it...